Wierd Weekend

Well..this month I have been doing the night shift and the weekends have been really a drag. I slept the whole day saturday and was up like a watch post the whole night.
My whole system has gone to hell an this might be one of a very rare weekends that I did not get drunk....
As it is since the D* episode ended I have not been sleeping welll(If only I had laid her when I had the chance!!!!!!). Also shortly after the D* episode ended, a new prospect came into picture but vanished as soon as it came.
I have been going in and out of my usual mode(self involved, silent, Taking Intellectual trips all over the globe in my mind, seeing the world with the eyes of total ridicule and crying silently after looking at how we people are wasting out potential coz we are to lazy or too scared to evolve!!!!!).
Right now its 4AM and in sitting in my room listening to music and writing this blog.
I have the stangest feeling that my bosses will not react in a favourable manner to the mail I had written to them on friday and i might just have to go on a silent war n the office..
Very well..KLet me go and try to sleep....
"And I find it kinda funny,
I find it kinda sad.
The dreams in which Im dying,
Are the best I ever had."